a look in the future?

I have recently noticed that I am graduating in December. I have less than about a month of classes left and still haven't really truly acknowledged it yet. I say it all the time but don't really take it to heart. I will soon have to look for a real job in my field and then decide whether or not this is what I want to do with the rest of my life. I have no clue where I am going to find this employment - whether it be here in Ottawa, or in Ontario, or even in Canada. The thought of not being here is scary for many reasons. The first of which is that I am not really good with change - I like things to stay the same, comfortable. The second is that there is the possibility of moving far from home, my family and friends (specifically Chris). I don't know what I would do without my loved ones nearby. But I just may have to deal with that - and I am sure things will take a turn for the best ... right?